Nightmare

I'm having bad dreams again 

I got rapped by this ugly man 

I tried so hard to push him away 

I always thought that i'm bit strong i can defend myself 

After feeling all the pain 

The dream set me free 

I jumed through a window 

 It was a coffee shop window

I  yelled  : "you fucking pig "

Yet he returned 

He tried to hit with something 

He missed it 

I was ferious and so angry 

I yelled : " you missed you ugly fucker "

I really hate men 

Ugly 

They make sick 

late cold night

anyone ever get that moment where you could be having a great fine time and then suddenly everything, the world, just goes completely silent and lonely for no reason and literally everything feels so empty and you feel so hollow