Her

I never wish to hate her 

Is it okay to just leave

Is it okay to just hide things for me 

Is it okay just to come and go 

Like i never existed 

Like i never mattered 

Like we were never close

All the memories that kept me hopeful

Vanished like they were never there 

Maybe you mean too much to me 

But no one understands the pain you caused 

By neglecting me hurting me making me feel unloved unwanted

I underestimated you  

And i simply underestimated my feelings for you

It's just friendship means the world to me and even more